Hey Holly, I haven't been on your site for ages. I still remember all the fun times that me, you and Ricky had in primary school, they will always be with me no matter what happens. I am always thinking of you everyday. It's weird with out you being here with all your friends and family. You always out a smile on my face when i was down. Well i'm going to go now as I'm in school supposed to be doing work.

Hugs and Kisses Chloe

xxxxxxx

Just a little something I made for you both. Thinking of you...

Love Sue XOXOX

HAPPINESS DENIED

I worried for you so much
As mothers often do
No worries now, just heartache
Because I’m missing you

I’m tired and so very lonely
I’m numb with grief and pain
Will I ever feel well again?
Will I ever feel sane?

The “madness” comes in waves you see
Despair is hard to bear
I lost my dearest, precious child
And no one seems to care

I’m sure they do but life goes on
It’s just another sorrow
For someone else, but not for them
They’ll be OK tomorrow!

For me tomorrow will not come
It will always be “today”
The day I heard that you had died
The day you went away

I live the moment every day
And many tears I’ve cried
For I knew then true happiness
Forever would be denied


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Hi Georgie came across this poem

and felt it had been written for you

Hoping you have a spectacular view of the fireworks,

Hugs and prayers, Ms Bridget

Hey precious how you doing?, needed to come and write some things.

Holly this time 3yrs ago you collapsed on you way to school, it was a beautiful hot day just like today.

Im looking at the time and just think this time 3 yrs ago we were together in that stuffy hospital ward, just waiting, little knowing what the future was about to become. Our future with out you, if only i knew then.

Not a day passes by when i dont think of you, you are constantly in my mind. I will always love you and never will forget you or our love and happiness we once had. Time has passed my longing for you hasnt, in fact it gets worse as the seasons change, i no your waiting for me, and i feel your precence, just yester day i could realy feel you near me. I hear you call my name, i see your beautiful face.

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

All my love my darling

Mummy

07/05/08