My Darling Holly xx 2nd anniversay / Mummy My darling Holly, 2years have gone by with out you, and my pain is as raw as the night you leftMy tears still flow and the ache and saddness in my heart is always with me.
I oftern sit and think back to the times when it was just the three of us, me you and kieran, we were happy most of the time werent we little one, but when times got hard and sad and we had all that crap in our lifes, do you remember when i used to say, kids nothing matters in life just as long as i have you too with me, and you both used to run and cuddle me and say we love you mummy.
Then muumy met mark and we were just soooooooo happy all four of us
and we thought brill are life is gonna be just fine now.
Then you got sick, but we still were ok and just thought this was another
test in our lifes, but we were gonna be ok.
It didnt happen you had to go and still i cant understand why, my life gose
on, but Holly its so hard with out you, i just miss everything about you and what we once had.
You didnt want to die and i didnt want you to either, this is so cruel; this world is tough and evil and even though were apart i no your safe in heaven, and all i do is worry about kieran.
I cant wait now for my time to end, selfish yes as you didnt have much of a life in that repect, but baby i want to see you, kiss you and give you a massive hug.
So Holly on the eve of your 2nd anniversary i send all my love as i do each and every day.
Your always in my thoughts from noon until night and then again in my dreams.
I love you precious angel,
Your sad mummy forever
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